The meeting

I had this meeting with a group of young ladies, they always got me confused, cuz they had nothing in common, yet they were always seen together. the meeting took place in a small café , I sat there and across me sat 4 young beautiful young ladies , and just for the sake of this story let’s call them -   Shane , Jessica , Ashley , Sophie -

now let me tell you a lil about each one of them , so you would get why they got me confused .

Shane : she’s that girl who’s always dressed in black or anything dark,  she’s a tough girl , with that invincible look ,she’s  got that hate the world , need nobody attitude.  She’s like the one who got every ones back. I use to think she’s the leader, but found out she wasn’t. It’s just that when things get tough she steps up to whoever is harassing her friends.
To be truthful I kinda get scared in her presence, cuz she’s got that raging look that just send chills down my spine 

Jessica:  oh Jessica she’s just the girl you need when it’s dull and sad. She’s the most chilled girl I ever met, I feel that the reason she lives is to laugh and joke. It’s like she lives in a totally different word, she cares about nothing even if everything is screwed up she finds a way to crack a joke about what’s happening. She’s like the bundle of joy to that group, cuz when things get tough, she just easies the situation and saying something to break the ice.
Frankly I think she’s high most of the time, cuz I never saw her without a wide smile, and that loud hilarious laugh.

 Ashley: cute lil Ashley is just your shy girl next door type of girl. She’s too shy that she blushed when I look her in the eye, she’s cute and so sweet but she has a really low self-esteem. She gets nerves with change. She’s the groups lil kid cuz she’s so fragile and just a few words can break her down. She’s the girl you wanna have as a friend, but it’s not that easy to gain her trust.

I just hope to get to know her more, cuz she’s just to most loving, caring person I ever got to meet.

Sophie: miss. Smart ass, if Shane is the muscles of this group, then for sure Sophie is the brains. It seems like she know something about everything, and whatever you throw at her, she’s got a smart comeback to it. It’s like with her every problem has a solution, you start talking to her and she’ll read your mind, know your problem, explain it to you, and give you your available options.

You want a free therapist, who’ll help you with whatever you’re facing; well that’s your girl

After I’ve told a lil bit about each one of them , do you see why I feel that they’re a weird group , but somehow still they’re always together . If you choose to get to know one of them, become friends with her, you gotta know the other too, it’s a rule they have, if you wanna be friends with them. You have to be friends with the whole group not just one.

 One more thing if you ever have an argument with any of them they all get affected. So for example if you had an argument with Sophie about anything, Shane would get upset and may hurt someone - it may even be herself - she’ll be a rage of anger, that’ll affect the whole group. Ashley will break into tears, fainting from sadness and being hurt.  Jessica will just go numb and feel nothing, spreading an emotionless vibe among the group. And Sophie will just analyze everything that’s happening and blaming the whole group and herself for what went wrong, creating facts showing it was the groups fault.

So how many of you would wanna get to know this group, how many could handle being with all those characters. They’re a lot to take, but they’re nice to know. Now after you’ve thought about it, do you think you can get close to them or not.

Oh yea and one thing I forgot to mention to you, they’re not 4 girls, and they’re not a group. They’re just one person, they are me. Cuz somehow I’m a person with many different personalities.  Not a lot of people can handle that, they like one or two of my different characters, but they can’t handle the 4 of them at once. I can’t blame them for getting tired of this crowded group, they’re not easy to handle. I know that cuz with every other situation, one of them reacts, and that’s not easy to handle I know that for a fact. 

Hanaa Al-Gawish